20.4.2011

heeeee~
i'm back~my dearest bloggie~~!!

hmmm...
i think i should continue write my post here~xDD

my heart...

i duno wat's going on to my heart... pain..? bleed..? break...? or... happy..? exited...? crazy...? i duno.....=(

29.3.2011

一切.. 归零...

26.3.2011

i go view ur...."she" eh profile...
and view all of her profile pic..
she's pretty...
continue..
i view her mutual fren...
i see lots of ur buddy names thr...
izit mean tat...u introduce she to ur buddy? to let them noe..she belongs to u..and u belongs to she..?

i'm such a stupid person...
i juz love the way i hurt myself..
and let myself moody agn...

then keep console myself tat...
maybe...maybe...we still got chance..
maybe...maybe...she's not ur gf...

haha...i'm foolish...
keep imagine those things tat are wont be the truth...

my tears...
keep drop...
and tel me tat...
i love you...

23.3.2011

din see you for few days...
damnly miss you...

miss the day we walk together...
although we din talk tiok...=3=
(regret liao.....)

i wanna say is....

iloveyou...
and..
i miss you...<3

不要说我变了...我只是脱下面具...

是啊...
你们或许会觉得我很虚伪...
对于一切一切...
我只是以笑带过...
我为了什么...
为了不被别人讨厌...为了不被你们排挤...
或许是我弄巧成拙吧...
我也认了...

懂我的..
渐渐选择远离我...
我想懂的...
却不让我靠近...
到最后...
我还是剩下我自己...

是啊..
我就是典型的天蝎啊...
虚伪啊...
不把自己在别人面前曝露...
但这也是我的自我保护...
笑、疯狂..
是我的保护色...

尝试着...
脱下面具...
我竟然觉得好辛苦...
我习惯了..
那个戴着面具的自己...
那种快窒息的压迫感...
我习惯了...我爱上了...

我还是我...
你们认识的那个我...
我陌生的那个我....

20.3.2011

开始了...
我开始觉得疲惫了...
是不是单恋已经让我快崩溃了...
我好想逃离这种生活..
好想跟你要回我的心...

傻傻的爱你...
默默地接受你给的伤害...
擦干为你掉过的眼泪...
坚持告诉自己...
我的心还能承受...我还要爱你..

或许..
我该找个真正爱我的人了....